"I will lift up my eyes to the hills— from whence comes my help? My help comes from the Lord, Who made heaven and earth." Psalm 121:1
From the breathtaking mountains of Colorado . . . back down to the foothills of Mount Neverest (laundry). I didn't want to come home. I wanted to stay there and stare at God's art work all day, every day!
What did I come home to, besides lots of dirty clothes? A busy autumn schedule, a spiritual battle, and a wall of fear . . . it looms over me.
How am I going to ____?
What if ____ happens?
I don't feel good about ____.
Am I going to be able to be ____?
Am I ever going to be content with an imperfect life and house?
What about my friend's hurts?
What if ____ happens to my family?
What if my dreams for Women On God's Mission are too big?
What if I've bitten off too much with my schedule?
How can I continue to make the 45 minute commute to church 2-3 times per week?
Do my goals match God's plans for me?
Fears like a dripping faucet nag at my heart - that loved ones who do not believe in Jesus, as the Way the Truth and the Life, will lose their opportunity with God. And fears for precious friends facing persecution around the world . . . on and on, the walls of fear could rival the Wall of China.
Thankfully, peace is not inextricably connected with time, place, vacation, God's beautiful creation, nor with anything I do or don't do! C.S. Lewis said, "God cannot give us a happiness and peace apart from Himself, because it is not there. There is no such thing." Where God is, there is peace. Even in the midst of hectic real life! I thank God that He uses these fears to draw me to Himself. If I had no fear, there would be no need for God.
"For ye have not received the spirit of bondage again to fear; but ye have received the Spirit of adoption, whereby we cry, Abba, Father."
Romans 8:15
If I am carrying fears around, I am accepting a "gift" from the father of lies, Satan. After I lift off the enticing wrapper I drag around a back-breaking, heart-wrenching, rash inducing time bomb. Through me Satan disrespectfully flaunts a small victory in the face of his and my Creator God, while he designs to do everything he can to destroy me, my family, and any godly influence from my life! In contrast, our wonderful God sweetly yet powerfully assures, "I have it all under control." He calms the storms around me, giving me freedom to breathe, freedom to sleep sweetly, and the assurance that He is working on ___ and ___. God understands! God cares!
Are you in a fearful place? Surgery is scheduled, your biological clock is ticking, you lost your job, your baby has cancer, loved ones are moving away, your house won't sell, your husband is being called up for another tour of duty, you don't know if you are on your way to heaven when you die (see above under Lovely Links to get help), your very life is at stake in a land where there is no freedom of religion . . . whatever it is, Satan would love to tie us up in ropes of fear - he wants to snuff out all of the big dreams that come with following a big God!
Like my Indonesian sister in Christ told me tonight, "I just need to meditate more on His word and draw myself even closer to Him. This cloud of uncertainty and doubt has been a thorn I need to get rid of FAST!"
And when we are too weak to cast off our fears, He can and He will! Will you kneel with me right now and commit our fears to God? He has all the answers we need. He is the answer. Pray and watch the walls topple.
"Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, yes, I will help you, I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.’" Isaiah 41:10
"Brethren, I do not count myself to have apprehended; but one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind and reaching forward to those things which are ahead, I press toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus." Phil. 3:13-14
This morning I had a rare opportunity to read, pray and talk to God alone at a park. A sweet friend had invited my boys over, and I savored every moment of God and me time.
I've felt drained lately, more so than usual. The past two years, around this time, we were preparing for our exchange student daughters to come. From the moment their planes touched down, we were off and running, seemingly non-stop, for two 10+ month intervals.
In June with my Ghanian daughter Ama, just a few days before she left
After two action-packed years, I feel my body and emotions wavering between shock and recovery mode. And I am grateful for the good memories as I put my feet up, this time blissfully uninvolved with the local high school schedule. Although, there is a tinge of boredom in the air . . . how do we go back to "normal" after ultra-activity?
God is using this time in my life to help me reevaluate. As I was sitting at the park enjoying the amazing book Even God Rested: Why It's Okay For Women to Slow Down by Kim Thomas, I was curious when my heart was particularly alert during the chapter about anger. I listened for God's Spirit to speak to me as I reviewed those who have wronged or misunderstood me: ____ = forgiven, ____= forgiven, and down the list I went. Then a most unexpected turn of events - I sensed God was showing me that I had not forgiven myself! And all this time I have been stewing about those other people.
"Forgive yourself" possibly sounds like a talk-show diagnosis. Challenged by a wise friend who asked me the biblical basis for this, perhaps it would be better to say I accept God's forgiveness and no longer condemn myself. In case you are interested, here are some thoughts we discussed:
Colossians 3:13 - "Forbearing one another, and forgiving one another, if any man have a quarrel against any: even as Christ forgave you, so also do ye," . . . The Greek root word "heautou" (one another) refers not only to others, but also to ourselves.
Berating myself for past failures and sins has only prevented me from living in God's forgiveness/being fully who God wants me to be. Living spiritually is seeing myself through God's eyes: Sinful, yet FORGIVEN. Therefore, it is my own pride and stubbornness not likewise to forgive what God has already forgiven.
Hebrews 9:14 - "...how much more shall the blood of Christ, who through the eternal Spirit offered Himself without spot to God, cleanse your conscience from dead works to serve the living God?"
Ephesians 4:32 - "And be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God in Christ forgave you." Even though I am a sinner, God gives me the choice to forgive or not forgive other sinners. Do you think Saul/Paul needed to stand with God forgiving himself for his violence against his new brothers and sisters in Christ? At least he probably had to remind himself, when nightmares plagued his conscience, "I stand forgiven in Christ, therefore I shall not live in the past, condemning myself." I have the privilege of saying with Christ, "Sara, you are forgiven ... go on in God's grace."
Romans 8:1,33 - "There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit . . . who shall bring a charge against God’s elect? It is God who justifies." GOD justifies - I cannot justify myself nor anyone. Accepting His full and free forgiveness - it would be disrespectful of His sacrifice to continue to condemn my forgiven self.
In John 8:9-12 Jesus tells the woman caught in adultery that He nor any other man condemns her, and then a very important "Go and sin no more." Why? "Then spake Jesus again unto them, saying, I am the light of the world: he that followeth me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life."
It seems to me that holding onto the guilt is connected with pride . . . as if something I can DO will justify myself. I am thankful that I do not have gigantic baggage - God protected me greatly. And some of the things I have struggled with are sins of omission or the sad happenstance of not knowing that someone I love was being abused. "If only I had known, I would've helped them!!"
Another part is accepting God's sovereignty. I am just not that big! He works through our sins and mistakes for good in our lives and in the lives of others - He breathes life into dust and brings the dead to life. Hallelujah!
Tonight, while all this was soaking in, and right after I shared with Tim the release God gave me today, I was contacted by one of the people on my forgiven list. It was like a bright cherry on top of a sundae, reminding me that God can open channels which once seemed impenetrable. Thank You, God, for working faithfully and patiently with Your children!
If you are in a place of exhaustion, confusion, or just plain needing a recharge, I highly recommend Kim's book. And as soon as you can, cry out to God and go to a quiet place, prepared to listen to Him. What you think may be the reason for your struggle may be completely opposite of what God is trying to teach you.
I'd like to close with something my wonderful friend Kay gave me yesterday: "Psalm 23:2. He doesn't LET us lie down in green pastures because we usually don't do that of our free will (we're too busy). So He makes us lie down. So thankful He does that for us. THEN, after He does that, He leads us to the quiet water and THEN He refreshes our soul. "
Twelve years ago I was privileged to be a preschool teacher in Poulsbo, Washington. I loved my students! I remember one day when a new fellow joined our class. The poor little man had major first day jitters and insecurities. Not even music and story time could cheer him up. He continued in distress until . . . I got up and moved. Behind me on the wall was a picture of Jesus (similar to the image above). After Kevin saw the picture of Jesus, his entire demeanor changed! As I watched him smile, I could picture a party going on inside his brain - "This is a Jesus place! I'm going to be okay!" From then on, he seemed to feel at home.
While studying John 3:27-33 (*context below) today, I was challenged to remember that I am privileged to point people to Jesus. Like John the Baptist, I have the opportunity to tell others, "It's all about Him!"
"He must increase, but I must decrease." John 3:30
This passage of Scripture reminds me:
I must diminish!
The good things you see in my life are only because of Jesus. I am only special because God made me in His image, God in the flesh died to pay my sin debt, and I am chosen by Him to know and serve Him. Why should my screen time only point people to Him? Because . . .
1. I have nothing except for what has been given to me by God (27). No room to brag!
2. I am not God (28). It seems obvious, but I find myself idiotically trying to play God in my life.
3. I have been sent by God (28). On His mission, not mine. He uses the weak things of this world! (I Corinthians 1:27)
4. I am His bride (29). Do I act like a bride in love, preparing for our day? Do I glow and tell everyone about the One I love (Who first loved me - I John 4:19)?
5. The sound of his voice gives great joy - in Him my joy is fulfilled (29). So, why do I go elsewhere for my joy? Rejoice in the joy Giver! And find my fulfillment in Him alone. Not in my accomplishments! Not in my list of souls won! Not in my one-upping a sister with whom I feel a pull of competition in church leadership. No!!!
He must become greater!
Jesus IS the greatest - this verse is saying that He must take center stage and be given complete dominion in our lives. Why? Because (again, taken from John 3) . . .
1. He is the Giver (27). All gifts are from God! Isn't His signature verse John 3:16? And, don't forget Romans 8:32! With His strength, I can appreciate His gifts and become a selfless giver.
2. He is the Sender (28). Matthew 28:18-20. I am on a mission! I should be grateful - I get to serve the King of Kings!
3. He is the Christ (28). Anointed One, appointed by God. Jesus is God in the flesh, no matter what other people say.
4. Jesus and I have extremely different roles. He is transforming me into His image while I am but a speck in the shadow of the Almighty. That means I must continue to reverence and obey Him. Humble myself.
5. He is the bridegroom (29). He loves me. He chose me. I am His precious bride. He is worthy of my adoration!
6. He is above all (27-28, 29-31). So, doesn't He deserve my complete allegiance?! I cannot even imagine the ridiculous spectacle of a termite bragging about his strength next to a tyrannosaurus rex dinosaur. God and me? The difference is even greater!
HE is above all!
He IS above all!
He is ABOVE all!
He is above ALL!
7. Jesus is evidence that God, and what He says in the Bible, is true (33). Divine and sent by God, Jesus gives a living, breathing view of God.
8. He has something to say that is worth hearing (32). Am I listening?
We have the privilege of pointing people to Jesus. Let's get out of the way so people can see the source of hope and true joy!
Practically Speaking: How To Point Others to Jesus
Family:
Above all, your family needs for you to be godly. When you are right with God, God is able to shine through you!
Talk about God to your children, every day of the week.
Begin the day with a verse and prayer.
In a moment of frustration, let them hear you pray to God for help and strength.
Put a little love note on their pillow that includes a Bible verse telling about Jesus' love for them.
If unsaved family mock or accuse you, be like Jesus to them, keeping silent and taking it graciously.
Let them hear you pray for them out loud.
Be excited about God!
Teach them about good manners - the purpose of which is not to make people think they great, but it is an opportunity to show people the love of Jesus.
Talk about how great God is and show your children how you can together enjoy praising God in song and service.
Praise them for their accomplishments, then add, "God is so good to have given you such a special talent to use for His glory!"
Neighbors:
Take baked goodies to them, just because. Put a little note on the treat, including a simple Bible verse, that says you are thankful God allowed you to be neighbors.
Be the first one to take a meal to a new mom, a newcomer to the neighborhood, or a grieving family. Include a winsome tract telling about God's love and hope.
Don't flaunt your beliefs - have an attitude of kindness and humility.
Don't be afraid to show them you can have fun.
Take care of your yard. This one is hard to keep up with (we know)! But it is important to respect our neighborhood by taking responsibility - this will help people to view Christ in a positive light. Think of your house as God's embassy in your neighborhood!
If you borrow something, return it as soon as possible.
Don't keep a perfect home - let people see that you are real - someone they can relate to. People feel more comfortable in a home that isn't spotless.
How you dress matters. Incorporating Biblical principles of modesty, be approachable in the way you dress - neither slovenly, goody-two-shoes, nor Hollywoodish. They are more apt to listen if your appearance doesn't distract from your message.
Friends:
Don't gossip.
Don't control the conversation, but try to guide it toward godly ideas.
Offer to pray for and with your friend.
Share what God is teaching you and ask her what God is teaching her.
Ask how you can help her in her Christian walk.
Ask for accountability - when she is holding you accountable, she will more likely seek to be right with God herself.
Give gifts that will remind her of God: perpetual calendar with verses in it, a Bible verse magnet or picture, a favorite music or speaker on CD.
After she sings or plays the piano, don't say, "You're awesome!" Instead say something like, "Your song blessed my heart today. I am so thankful you are using your talents for God's glory!"
Send an e-mail saying you are praying for her today.
Share what God is doing in your life on Facebook. Don't be afraid to admit your struggles, but try not to complain. Verbalizing what is true, even online, can help you and your friends focus on the One Who holds all the answers.
Strangers:
Smile and say hello.
When waiting in line or while your kids are playing together at the park, try to find common ground by asking about their interests.
Pray for an opportunity to share Christ, but be sensitive to His leading. Being too bold can give people a negative stereotypical view of your Christianity.
Invite them over for a play date or for supper.
Always carry a quality tract with you to give them some reading material later on. Have your e-mail address or phone number on the back in case they have questions.
"I am the vine, you are the branches. He who abides in Me, and I in him, bears much fruit; for withoutMeyoucandonothing." John 15:5
*27 -John answered and said, "A man can receive nothing unless it has been given to him from heaven.
28 - You yourselves bear me witness, that I said, 'I am not the Christ,' but, 'I have been sent before Him.'
29 - He who has the bride is the bridegroom; but the friend of the bridegroom, who stands and hears him, rejoices greatly because of the bridegroom's voice. Therefore this joy of mine is fulfilled.
30 - He must increase, but I must decrease.
31 - He who comes from above is above all; he who is of the earth is earthly and speaks of the earth. He who comes from heaven is above all.
32 - And what He has seen and heard, that He testifies; and no one receives His testimony.
33 - He who has received His testimony has certified that God is true."
We have one day left with our daughter Ama. She leaves us on Tuesday . . . I can't believe the year is over!
Ama isn't a blood relative, but she has has lived with us for over ten months. She's seen us at our best and our worst! Awhile back, when Josh asked if she was ever a baby in my tummy, I replied, "No, she is the daughter of my heart." Both she and Amira, who lived with us last school year, are so dear to me. I am blessed to be their American mom!
[Ama, my fellow woman on God's mission just came into the kitchen looking for her camera. "The writing juices are flowing," she observed, as she breezed past me. After she explained her mission and we both said a prayer, she left to continue searching in her room. I'm really going to miss praying with her.]
There were moments this past year when Ama and I felt like giving up. But, God didn't let us. He faithfully gave us the strength we needed to grow through the challenges, produce fruit for His glory, and to end the year well. He has given us the victory!
Ama will adjust quickly to her culture, but she will always be part of our family. And I know that if I ever have the opportunity to visit Ghana (and I'm fully planning to go, if God and Tim will allow me!), I will find that I have a home and family there as well.
As we finish this two year journey of hosting exchange students, I am filled to overflowing with ...
memories, LOTS of memories
humble thankfulness for the lessons I've learned
gratitude to God for His faithfulness
joy when I remember the consistent encouragement, love, and prayers of friends and family
the fruit and growth God has cultivated in my life through amazing experiences
the gift of love I've received from two beautiful young women who are now permanently part of my heart and life
After the dust settles, I will tell you more about hosting exchange students; I feel like I could write a book! For now, please reflect with me with thanksgiving to God for all that He has done! Ama and I pray that God will continue to work in and through us as we part ways. Ama, my precious sister in Christ, has already enthusiastically agreed to be the Representative and Coordinator for the African Branch of Women On God's Mission! :)
"Now to Him who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that works in us, to Him be glory in the church by Christ Jesus to all generations, forever and ever. Amen." Ephesians 3:20-21
This picture was taken a couple weeks after we met, when Melody invited us to her daughter's first birthday party. What fun! We are so thankful God led us to meet that day at the park.
"Who is to say that God cannot work at the grocery store, the mall, and the park? And who can imagine that God would not lead His children to usual places to encourage or to be encouraged in His name? His mission field is everywhere." - S.S.
We are extremely blessed to live near Amish country. Every few months we pack a lunch, load up the van, and head over to enjoy the countryside and culinary treasures.
The shops, complete with horse and buggy parking spots, gas lit aisles, and helpful women with German accents who are dressed in a rainbow of colors - all made from the same pattern, never cease to delight us. While we hold a different view of God and the Bible from most Amish people, we respect these quiet folks who keep their convictions and traditions alive.
It is a pleasure to acquire healthy food at an affordable cost for my family, as well as less healthy treats like sorghum frosted cookies and pecan sticky rolls. But, today we found an even sweeter treat I'd like to tell you about.
Our household hasn't seen an oat grain for a couple of weeks. And we all greatly miss our comforting breakfast food. Before leaving for work this morning, Tim removed every speck of doubt from my mind, strongly encouraging me to venture back to Amish country to replenish our supply.
I began to question the plan, however, as I talked to God through several interruptions which clogged my way. A friend whom I felt was meant to go along wasn't responding to my messages, no one could find the checkbook, and we were getting a late start. All in all I felt like I was groping in the dark. But, we had a mission to accomplish (to retrieve oatmeal, and much more). At last we were on our way, checkbookless, which means I didn't have enough cash to get everything on our list as well as items requested by two of our neighbors. Sigh. I despise being unprepared. Amish stores don't take credit cards!
The oatmeal store was super busy, so we toodled down to the scratch and dent store (where fancy items nearing expiration sell for one fourth their regular price). We found some unique items and healthy canned goods, stocked up on condiments for our upcoming BBQ, grabbed a handful of ooo-la-la nutrition-deficient snacks, and dropped our jaws as usual when the checker announced the low price.
Still, there would not be enough cash for the other store. So I headed a few miles into town to hopefully get cash back at the General Store. Nope - they sent me across the street to the bank. Finally, after a quick meeting with an ATM machine, we had the needed funds.
Lunch time already? We walked about seventy-five steps to the locally popular bakery/deli for a quick bite. As it came into view, warm memories made my heart smile. One year ago we had met my sister there for a farewell luncheon before Amira, our Filipina exchange student/daughter/sister, returned to her home in the Philippines. That day everything had been just right. But, today the prices seemed higher, and it felt stuffy inside. It just wasn't right, so I turned around and headed back to the van. We swung by Subway to pick up a sandwich and made our way over to the park. Little did we know that God was directing us to our next appointment.
When we got there, another mom and her two boys were playing, while a cute red cheeked, curly headed baby gurgled joyfully near the sandbox. Soon the four boys were having fun and the friendly lady and I began to talk.
In a nutshell, we found out that we are both Christians, and she and her husband have been looking for a good church. She was so happy to hear about our church, just a few miles from their home, and wanted to know more.
We also found out our shared interest in nutrition, which led to fun topics about food, cooking, and organic farms. She was on her way to pick up their weekly supply of milk, eggs, butter, and grass-fed beef. Before we knew it, we were following our new friends five miles down the road to meet a sweet farmer's wife woman named Clara. Six of her adorable boys met us by the barn. After buying some yummy food, my boys and I got to meet some goats, pigs, kittens, dogs, cows, and a horse that was born just this morning. Priceless!
Before leaving I bubbled out to my two new friends, "God is good!" And they both gave me a knowing smile. God not only gave me two new friends and a chance to encourage them today - He also lifted my heart through these women, gave me a mission to share my church with a searching family, showed me that He can work through my jumbled up plans, gave my boys a wonderful farm experience, and directed me to a healthy food resource. I returned home feeling so blessed!
God appointments are the best kind. I've learned that praying before and during shopping trips isn't silly - it can lead to unexpected missions of God's leading. And what a comfort to know that He can make good things happen despite a misplaced checkbook, a slow start, lack of planning, and diverted lunch plans. Let's not look at "running errands" as simply mundane. God has big plans for us and for the people we are going to meet.
“For My thoughts are not your thoughts,
Nor are your ways My ways,” says the Lord.
For as the heavens are higher than the earth,
So are My ways higher than your ways,
And My thoughts than your thoughts." Isaiah 55:8-9
This past week I asked my Facebook friends what type of schooling they have chosen for their children and why. You may be raising your eyebrows and squirming a bit in your chair, thinking I'm a little gutsy to bring up such a controversial subject. Curiosity and genuine interest won out over my fears, and the response was incredible.
With a background in both public and private schools, as a former Christian school teacher, and currently as a homeschooling mom, I appreciate the tough decisions these women have prayed over with their husbands. Their humility and respect for others, with views different than their own, warmed my heart.
Such an excellent discussion needs to be shared. Some of what you read may surprise you. I listed the responses in the order in which I received them, and you will notice some discussion going on. If you don't have time to read them all, please read the last testimonial. It comes from a friend overseas who faces challenges most of us can't even imagine. Also, if you are interested, I've listed some statistics below.
God knows what is best for our families, and He wants to direct and supply. What is best for my family may not be what works for your family, and it is no surprise, considering the endless variables: location, special needs, options available, legalities, resources, finances, learning style, and convictions. And to make our journey of faith even more exciting (and less self-reliant), the type of schooling we are using right now may not be what God has for us next year.
Thank you to all my terrific friends who took precious time to share. Each one of us wants you, the reader, to know that while we try to do what is God's best for our families, we know we are not perfect - but the God Whom we serve is, and He can be trusted. Readers, please feel welcome to add your comments. We hope our experiences will encourage you in your parenting for God's glory!
Joyfully His,
Sara
Summer, Iowa: "Since moving to another town, we are considering the Christian school here instead of the public one they are currently in ... my husband and I both grew up in public schools, but we like the thought of the kids praying in school, learning Biblical truths there where they are not learning where they are at now... I was always a stay at home mom but we didn't feel home schooling was for us."
Rachel, Iowa: "Christian school - organization not my strong suit and my oldest has mild learning disabilities he's in good hands at FaithChristianLearningCenter."
Elizabeth, Michigan: "So far it is Christian school for the 2 oldest and I will home school my youngest boy for preschool. We want them in a Christian environment, being taught Truth. We LOVE their school, it has small class sizes and amazing teachers. I don't feel led to home school the oldest at this point, so for now this is the path... for us. I sent the older 2 to Christian preschools, but for Will (and probably Kate, too) I feel like I can teach him at home and enjoy the years that are so wonderful yet go by so quickly."
Christie, Indiana: "Home school. The Bible commands parents to teach their children. Home schooling also avoids indoctrination by public schools and bad influences from unsaved pupils in Christian schools. We feel our kids don't need to spend all day with ungodly influences (public school) on the chance that those kids might get saved. There are other ways to reach those kids without risking the morals of my children. Also, my husband taught in two Christian schools for 6 years. He saw a lot of unsaved kids who were there because they were kicked out of the public schools. That is not an influence we want around our kids. I am firmly against public schools. I know (for some people) there are exceptions. One verse I go to often is Psalm 1:1. I don't think it is right to send our kids to do something we are told to not do. A lot of public schools have gone really left-wing in the past ten years. Our local one teaches sex ed in 6th grade (it may be 5th, I am not certain). And a lot of public schools have a "day of silence" for the LGBT agenda. I suspect a lot of Christian parents are unaware of what their kids are being taught, which is not right. I know my strong feelings are not shared by all, and I have to try really hard to keep from sounding judgmental. It doesn't always work. :-) I can't say that everyone should home school, but I do feel public school is not the place for impressionable children from a Christian home."
Sara: "Christie, thank you for sharing your convictions with us. My husband attended public school until Bible college, and then went on to state university because God didn't call him into full-time Christian service. His family didn't have a lot of money, but he had a godly mother and dad, as well as a strong church. Tim is one of the most godly men I've ever known. Some of the strongest, most solid Christians I know attended at least some public school. Many of my christian school peers ended up in trouble. Most of my friends who have kids in public and private schools are extremely involved and know what's going on. God can help us all in this adventure of parenting! I believe it's all about faith and parental involvement."
Tanya, Iowa: "In Utah they have a charter school that is based around Christian beliefs. They focus on different things ... I think there are a few different ones in SaltLake. Some focus on science and math some technology the one I was talking about used to be a private school and then became a charter school. I think it still had an optional class like a seminary class. It focused on leadership and being a better person in the community. I think. We would send them there if we were still in Utah. But hopefully there is a good public school because private schools are expensive. I had a good experience in public school and did things that I wouldn't have gotten the opportunity to do being home schooled. I don't think I could teach my kids everything they need to know. But to those parents who can you are amazing!"
Sara: "I know kids from all different forms of education who have excelled and grown up to love and serve God - on the other hand, I've seen just as many carefully monitored home schooled, public and private school children who have gone off the deep end when they leave home. There is no guarantee with whatever your education choice. We parents can do everything we can, but our kids (eventually) still have to make the final decision what they are going to do with their lives. I believe we must prayerfully make our decision for our own families and not judge others if they choose differently."
Jennifer, Minnesota: "Public school. Both my husband and I grew up in private (Christian) schools. I always assumed I would do the same, but God had other plans for our family. Trust me I enrolled them in the public school with great fear and trepidation... I... felt like I might be throwing my kids to the wolves and that was scary! I have seen God work in their lives and quite honestly my oldest two (6th and 4th) are way more grounded in their faith than I ever was at their age. Their courage and boldness for Christ (sometimes in the midst of ridicule) amazes me and makes me very proud of them and is also a little bit of a rebuke to me in my own life."
Sara: "Have you been ridiculed for having your kids in public school, Jennifer? Not that that matters."
Jennifer, Minnesota: "No we haven't been ridiculed for our choice of public education. Honestly though I think all my friends locally have their kids in the public school. My public school mom friends and I recently started a bible study and prayer group. I also have a group here on Facebook to support likeminded public school parents in their children's educational journey... it's called Salt and Light. For those of you who have your kids in the public school you are more than welcome to join... let me know. :-)"
Sarah, Iowa: "We have actually done all 3, at one time or another. Along the way we have discovered that all methods have their pluses and minuses. I would have to say my preferred method is homeschooling. We are on year 9 of that. I love having the ...freedom to choose my kids' education and to be convinced that their hearts are being educated above their minds. I never planned on homeschooling, but am so glad I did! Now, our sp. needs son attends public school. And that has also been a fantastic choice - for him. We got to a point with him that homeschooling just wasn't working anymore. Fortunately, we live in a small school district and the student body has embraced Ben. This is our 2nd year at that school and we have had very, very few negative experiences. I have really come to believe that educational choices must be made for each individual child and must be re-evaluated every single year to see if that is still the best choice for that child."
Sara: "Thanks for sharing, Sarah. So many people have told me to take it one year at a time and prayerfully consider what God wants for each child. No matter what we choose, we must keep in mind, as Christie pointed out, that we are ultimately responsible to teach our children and be sure they are brought up in the knowledge of God."
Mindy, New York: "I have changed my views on this subject over the years. My conclusion is to seek the Lord's will! :) Each family, child, school, and situation is different. We as parents are given the responsibility of educating our children. We have ...to decide if it is best for us to do that or to delegate that responsibility to others. If we delegate it, we are still responsible to make sure that it happens and to watch for the influences in our children's lives. We have done the Christian school for a couple years. We have homeschooled for three years. My husband is a public school teacher. We have considered enrolling them in the public school where he teaches. It is a hard decision and one we pray about a lot. I think keeping an open mind, praying, and not judging others for their choices is key in this area of our lives!"
Debra, Kansas: "I can honestly say that education decisions have been the hardest, most agonizing decisions Jay and I have made as parents. I attended both Christian and public schools growing up, and we have done all three at one time or another. Moving them to public school was a tough decision, but we were in earnest prayer over it, and seeking wise council. My brother in law, who is a godly man, as well as an educator gave us his thoughts, after we sought his advice. (He put HIMSELF through Christian school in high school...) He said, 'A lot of Christian parents like to complain about the public school environment, but then they pull their kids from the school, as well as their own involvement as parents. The more we do that, the further away the school gets from godly influence. It is a matter of discernment and of prayer.' That really struck a chord with Jay and I, so when we put our kids in public school, we also put ourselves there. We are heavily involved as volunteers. I have always been room mom for all my kids' classes, as well as helping out in the classroom several days a week. I currently go in to my youngest's class on Thurs & Fri to help with reading groups. Then I follow him to lunch, where I can sit and listen to what is going on around him. This type of interaction puts my kids' teachers as ease with me, and opens up a level of communication that is hard to achieve otherwise. I do not think poorly of parents who chose to homeschool, or put their children in private school. This decision should be made with much thought and prayer. It should also be made with each child's individuality in mind. (This was a reminder given by a missionary cousin, who reminded me that my two cousins were in different schools at the same time. One child in Christian, one in public.) It is very easy to condemn other parents who made a different choice than your family, without understanding the effort that has gone into the decision. As the Body, we should work hard to encourage fellow believers to be in the Word, and discern the working of the Spirit, instead of making decisions for one another. Sorry for the book. Just my thoughts...."
Sara: "Thank you, Debra! We have one in kindergarten and one in preschool. This year we partnered with a local Home School Assistance Program and have loved it. Our oldest attends some classes at the "home school" and we have a library and field trips that have been wonderful. I went to public school through grade 5, then I moved to a Christian school. My senior year I wanted to go to public school, to strengthen my faith, but my parents convinced me to stay. It's impossible to know what would've happened, had I transferred to public high school, but this I know ... in Bible college I greatly struggled with assurance of my salvation (typical of those from my background). I finally had assurance of my salvation, and God called me to teach in a Christian school for 3 years. I loved it, and I still love my students, keeping in touch with many of them. Both of my sisters home schooled (they are 10 and 15 years older than I) with mixed results. One of them did a fabulous job and I admire her greatly - but I don't know if this is what God will have for our family all the way through. I have confidence that God will lead us in the right direction. And I can trust Him for the future of my children. If it were left up to me, we'd all be in trouble. But, with God, I know all things are possible."
Carol, Colorado: "We have done all three of the choices Sara mentioned except our public school is a charter school. We have a unique charter school that is mostly Christian teachers. Our kids have great Christian friends and some friends who aren't Christians who get to see what it means to be Christian. Our kids get an opportunity to show Christ to these kids and invite them to church and witness to them. We want our kids to be able to know how to be authentic Christians. I agree about evaluating our kids and allowing God to direct where our kids should be schooled. It gets even more interesting when they choose college, but that is maybe another topic."
Jackie, Colorado: "My 4th grader daughter and 2nd grade son are in our public school right now. We love our school and really love our teachers. Sure, there have been issues with other students, but my kids are learning how to deal with it and it brings out... many great discussions. They are there because my husband and I think that is where they will receive the best overall education at this point in their lives. I think that my daughter has grown and has learned some very important lessons in life, that she might not have experienced otherwise. My daughter's teacher is excellent and I could never accomplish what she has done with Skyler. Some of her best friends are at school, and are also Christians. My kids aren't in the system to convert anyone. They are there because that's what we have chosen for our family. We love the opportunities that are provided/thrown at us. I also enjoy helping at school and meeting children/parents who live in our area. We also teach our children plenty at home, through our church (that they love!), in AWANA groups and whatever else we can think of. I attended public schools, liberal Christian schools, a very strict Christian school and then Bible college. There are all kinds in all of them. I have also known a wide variety of homeschoolers, including my own sister. Quite the array of pupils and quite the array of results. We have no money for a Christian school, I have never had any desire or prompting to homeschool, there are the pros and cons of charter schools in our area, and we love our public school. At this moment in time, this is what works best for us."
Kay, Alabama: "We have used both Christian and Public Schools to assist us in our responsibility to educated our children. God had different paths for us at different times in our lives. Also, different paths for different children. One year we had 2 in ...Christian and 1 in Public. To echo much of what has been said above, it is OUR responsibility to educate our children and external schools are just tools to help us. It is important to know the needs of our children and what best suits them. My eldest was a bold witness in the public school. The other 2 had a harder time with peer pressure (not that they were bad kids, it was just a harder path). If you are blessed to have the reinforcement of a good Christian school, please don't take that for granted. If you use the Public School system, I believe it is very important to stay actively involved. The educational need of our children is something that constantly needs to be evaulated. MUCH prayer. And then, when you're done, you'll still probably see where you could have done something differently.”
Dawn, Illinois: "Public: - I want my children to 'learn to swim with the sharks while I am still teaching them to swim.' I want them to learn to stand up for God, to have a Biblical worldview in an ever darkening world, to learn that they WILL be different ...and have different standards, and to be salt and light. I cannot tell you how many incredible conversations we have had about "the world's view" on a variety of subjects vs. God's view. We go to God's Word and see why we stand for the values we uphold. Do I like all the junk they are confronted with? No. But then again, I don't like the junk I have to face on a daily basis. I am glad they are still under my influence so I can expose Satan's lies and guide them into truth. I would not mind sending them to Christian school simply because I like the traditional academics and because it might be easier to find Christian friends. But - there is no way we can afford the private schools in our area (It would require me working fulltime and then some.) I have never felt the Lord calling me to home-school. And I stand in complete awe of mom's who homeschool. It takes incredible self-discipline and I don't know how they balance it all."
Sara: "Thank you for all the fabulous input! Keep the comments coming!"
Kristen, Iowa: "Homeschool-for many reasons. We never set out from the beginning to homeschool, but I just couldn't let my kids go. Now we wouldn't trade it for anything. My husband is self-employed which makes homeschooling so much easier. When he has... a day off, we take the day off and do field trips. I love having my kids with me all day every day. Next year, my oldest will be a senior. He will be taking 3 classes at public school and 3 online college classes from the community college plus some stuff at home. My #3 child runs track and plays basketball for the middle school. My only regret is not having more children (only 4) so I could keep homeschooling. I only have 6 years left of this amazing time in my life."
Margy, Iowa: "I attended public schools and my husband attended Christian schools. Before we had children I taught at both Christian school and public schools. We currently have one son in public high school and 2 that are being homeschooled. I have found the education of our children to be one or the biggest blessings and most agonizing decisions we as parents face. We began homeschooling 12 years ago. I have loved it most days and we have had some very memorable and amazing times together; I think our family is very close in part because of it. However, there are those days when nothing seems to go according to plan and you realize that you aren't perfect or you worry that you aren't teaching them everything that they need. I think that is normal and thus we always go year by year and reevaluate. We ask, how is it working for each of us and what if anything can we change, drop, add or improve.? 3 years ago, we realized the answer for our oldest son was---this isn't working. I was crushed because I thought I had "failed" as a homeschool mom and I had planned to go all the way through high school, but I am so glad we changed our plan because it has been a good thing for him and us. Now we are at another crossroads, our middle child, having heard his older brother talk about jr. high, is curious about it. We don't think, knowing him and his personality, that going to Jr. High full time is a great idea, so we are going to allow him to take 3 or 4 classes next year. Will they all end up in public school for high school? Maybe, maybe not. I will continue to prayfully consider what works for each of my boys, trust my instinct as a parent and educator and listen to the hearts of my children. I am so thankful for the options we all have. It is a great responsibility and privilege that we have the freedom to choose how our children are educated. I am deeply respectful that the choices I make may not be the choices that work for others, I hope others will be as well. God bless each of you in your journey!"
Sara: "If we decide to homeschool all the way through, we plan also to dual-enroll at some point. We believe it is extremely important and biblical to teach our children how to live in this world, while still in our home, so they are able to receive our help and guidance as they prepare for "real" life."
Renee, Iowa: "I went to Christian school for kindergarten & public school for the rest of my schooling. I didn't notice a lot of negative influences when I was in school but I was a very shy child with few friends & I'm sure schools have changed a lot in the last decade. That said my siblings & I also had the godly influences of AWANA & Sunday school. My parents did a good job of teaching us that not everything they teach you at school is the truth (i.e.-evolution). If I am ever blessed to have children of my own, I hope to be able to put them in Christian school."
Sara: "Thank you for sharing, Renee! It's great to hear your viewpoint as a single woman. Truth be told, we begin home schooling the day our child is born!"
Lynda, Michigan: "We have our two oldest in a charter school. The reason started when we had to make a decision on where to put our oldest. We heard that the public school in our district was a great one. We did consider it, but the biggest thing was my job. I homeschooled her for Kindergarten, but was able to get her into the Charter school for first grade. The charter school we have them in is 10 minutes from my work, so if I am working I can take them to school and pick them up without it interferring with my job. We did not consider private, too much, due to the cost and we wanted our girls to "face the world". We felt that the charter school is a middle, with the worldly influnces but a rich moral influnces that can help our children be better women. I am in the schools each week to see who my girls are interacting with, see the teacher at maybe not such a great moment and how she handles it and to interact with the school staff. We do not feel that it is the schools responsiblity to totally teach our girls. They are getting the achedemics from the teachers at Achieve, something we feel we can not do at this time. We are still teaching them how to interact with their classmates, solve problems with their peers, be an example of Christ and to respect those that Christ puts in authority over them. Like others have mentioned it is not a decision we take lightly with our girls. We take each year and see if it still the best for them . I do want to mention that I am involved in Moms in Touch, a group that mets and prays for their children and the school."
Anonymous, Foreign Mission Field: " I just wanted to tell you that I love homeschooling and so do my kids. My older two take two classes and one class from a mk (missionary kid) school right by our house and love this also. I love our decision to do what we have done. We are a very close family and we all have loved doing school like this....but I have also always had the kids in other activities - church and sports and music. Their lives are crazy busy. I love that my three teenagers still love hugging me and they are cool kids...____ is 6foot 1inch and very strong and very cool amongst all his friends, but yet loves kissing my cheek goodbye each day at the door of his school. The states also offers so much where kids can be home schooled but then also take classes thru other sources....the best of both worlds. All just a thought. I hated going to a public school and was very popular but the kids looked for a way to make me fall into sin because they knew that i was saved. we have friends from ______ that took their kids out of (a Christian school) and we were so sad our last term to see how the oldest girl was wearing extremely short short and different things like that ....like my daughter said...she was just so very different and had changed so very much. any way... I don't normally write long but i just wanted to share my opinion. Every family is different and different things are best for different families and at different times. We have always taken our homeschooling decision at a year by year basis....always open to if it wasn't working than we would change. We love it. I know for (my friend - a Christian school teacher) that the best was putting the kids back in christian school after knowing that homeschooling was not turning out the right way. I just want you to know the side of someone that was in public school all my life....I craved christian friends and never had one thru my whole life until I became an adult....it was hard!!! Any way ....I wrote this very fast because of time....I will pray that God will lead you and he has a perfect plan for your family also. Each mom and each kid is different....if christian school is for you than God will provide also....and if it is public school than he will give christian friends and christian teachers."
Anonymous, Foreign Mission Field, cont'd: "One of my friends is a school teacher but homeschooling wasn't the best fit for her. This taught me a lot. It fits us...I love to stay at home...others hate that....so being tied to my kids and home aren't a bad thing for me. I love the time I get with each one ... I love to see them interact and I love to see them helping each other. The other day I caught _____ reading her book to _____ .... I just can't tell you the benefits that I see....we have a mk school here right by us and I wouldn't send my kids there full time because I believe that the kids are not being taught by their parents well enough in the area of thinking of others and reaching out to the lonely. As a family we talk thru every situation ....my kids are far from perfect but homeschooling allows me time to talk thru the character issues that come up each day.. but again I go back to each family needs to do what works best. For them...you just need to search out what is best for you....God will show you."
Anonymous, Nebraska: "My kids go to christian school. We just felt it was the right thing for them. Public school isn't an option for us at all. Sending our kids to Christian school as opposed to homeschooling them was what they needed. I had a bad experience when my mom tried to homeschool me. That was one factor. Also my oldest daughter needs to be challenged in more ways than I can offer her. My son really needs the structure of a school setting as well. They really need the social aspect of it too. We are basically the only family at our church and this helps them to have a chance to develop their social skills. I admire those who can homeschool their children. We don't really have the space to do that either at this time. I do have my concerns about sending our soon to be kindergartner to their school this next year, because of some issues with the teacher, but I don't know what else to do. That is one of my dilemas that I am praying about."
Anonymous, Iowa: "I enjoyed reading the responses to your homeschool/private/public school question! Interesting! I have enjoyed homeschooling this past year and we are planning to do it again this fall but I plan to take one year at a time. I have people ask me, 'so are you going to homeschool through high school?' I have no idea. I'm just working through kindergarten and 1st grade! I realize each child is different but It always surprises me when moms say they couldn't teach their kids or couldn't teach them what they need to know. Teaching - especially reading and spelling - has been FUN! I'm not really a "teacher" but enjoy "teaching like a mom." Thankfully my daughter has others in her life who are able to demonstrate those "real" trained teacher qualities!"
Anonymous, Foreign Mission Field, con'd.: "Another thing I thought about today was the benefit of spending so much time each morning with my kids memorizing scripture. It is apart of their schooling, and I doubt if they were in traditional schools if i would have ever been able to train them in this way. I love the time that we spend reciting chapters of the bible and when the three oldest were little it was really a ton of fun. also family devos when they were little were just wonderful. our morning time was so much Bible stories and Bible memorization. It was a lot of fun. I still spend about 30 minutes with each kid memorizing God's word each morning. two of the kids do it together since they are a year apart. _____ has to do it at a separate time as he practices soccer all morning long. then I do _____ and _____ separately due to learning styles but soon I will be able to do them together. Also the time homeschooling allows them to excel in other activities is super great. _____ practices her piano 50 minutes a day and does really well. _____ is up to 45 minutes and _____ plays on a soccer club training him to be a pro...he practices all morning long and then starts school at . Not all is rosy as I have one that is always bored and always wanting more - it is ______ my fourth and she is super energetic. She swims four days a week on a swim team but she is super go go go. This is a little difficult. I was thinking today how every kid is different not just every family. ______ is my one that begs to go to traditional school and maybe one day we will decide that but for now I still feel that she is good at home."
Anonymous, Foreign Mission Field, cont'd.: "I was also thinking today as I wrote you ...of a missionary friend of mine. Her husband is always wanting her to homeschool their five kids. It would not work for her...and she knows that ...she is a type of person that really needs her away time and her own time. She is an amazing mom and always finding fun things for her kids to do but to be with them all day would drive her insane. But she is an awesome mom and so much more creative for her kids than I ever have been for mine. I also have a friend that is a missionary here in ____ and she home schools...but it is not a good situation because she has no patience at all with her kids and really is not a good example. We have plenty of faults.... I have two that struggle to get a long but it is a teaching situation and they get better and then fall again and then get better and then fall....but I know that God will have the victory."
Anonymous, Overseas: "I had wanted to comment on your thread about schooling, but put it off because I was worried about eyes around the world seeing. I have too many unsaved friends who read and keep an eye on everything we do.... And I don't want them to think we are a cult because we don't like their educational system. Anyway, a thing to consider is that some parents, not many, but some have no choice on their child's education. I homeschooled my children for the first year of their education and would have gladly continued until I was unqualified for the higher grades. Then I would have considered a good Christian school if money allowed or some charter school or internet variant. But God decided where He wanted our family and placed us in a country where the government controls everything. Homeschooling is not an option and there are no good schools as you would compare with better choices in the states and so we bathe our children and their days in prayer as we send them into the battle of the world daily. But I am persuaded that following God to this mission field and fighting with and for my kids on this level is not a mistake or worst case scenario. God who makes no mistakes asked it of us so it must be the perfect best at this time for my children. You are welcome to use or post any of these thoughts on your thread, etc. But you would have to not use names or countries in order to protect our ministry here. Thanks.
Side note. I love reading your articles and your encouragment, but I will have to admit that sometimes I must just take a break from reading about American Christianity because to those of us around the world it seems like a perfect fairytale. I haven't had a single Christian friend in 6 1/2 years, my children do not know other christian children who stand for the right, our church is our family outside of our Bible studies, we have forgotten what it is to sing corporately and so in order to stay content with where God has placed me and asked of me it is sometimes better not to remember what I am missing. So that is why I sometimes do not comment or write often. Not because I do not care."
Statistics
School Preferences (if they mentioned two or three, I included all):
·Charter - 2
·Christian - 9
·Home - 10
·Public - 11
Where I met these amazing women:
·7 - FaithBaptistBibleCollege - Ankeny, IA
·7 - NorthlandBaptistBibleCollege - Dunbar, WI
·4 - Through my church
·4 - Various other contacts
Location and Status:
·10 states
·2 foreign countries
·1 single woman
·Mostly married women with young children and teenagers
·All the way up to a super special empty nester
"If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach, and it will be given to him."James 1:5
